read this !
YOU ,
Lately, I kept thinking of you. I miss all the times we've been through together. How I wish we can be as we were. Indeed, I fucked up my little self whenever I bumped into you. Seems like 'Oh hye, I'm Bell and you?' and you whom always 'Hey Bell, my dear!' instead. I don't know where did the 'kemesraan' go. Huh. Thats very mean on my part. Bad me.
I realize that I'm change. Some friend just come and go , partly said Hi and Goodbye.
Nothing much left to talk bout. They got their own life, and I got mine. So it's fair and square. I wanted to find something new which is I never get involve to. All the sudden, my life turn upside down.
Nothing much left to talk bout. They got their own life, and I got mine. So it's fair and square. I wanted to find something new which is I never get involve to. All the sudden, my life turn upside down.
but guyz !
Slowly, I made myself changed. I'd not tried to changed myself and became somebody who you'll never know who really she is. No,not like that way. *scary* I just wants to find something better for my life and I. I want to be someone who not just rely to somebody, I want to stand up for myself. Others thought me I'm not good enough to do these or these, but Hey I'm capable to do what others can do. Maybe I looks too goofy and love to make fun on something but it doesn't mean that I'm weak, nahh-uhhh. I also able to find success for myself. I just don't like other people judge on something that they'll never know what's gonna happen. It's our future, not them. If other can make it, so do I.
p/s ; for god sake , i miss all my gurlfriends so much :'( but they didnt realize that .
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