Friday, July 16

him :'(

first time he hold my hand. i feel lighten up. the first time he hug me. i feel secured. the first time he kiss my forehead. i know. and realized. i fall for someone that will bring much more happiness into my world. back then, it was all black inside and outside. waiting those long hours apart just waiting to see his face. to hear his voice. it was nothing. its gone and am crying in bed at night wondering what went wrong. watching you get back out there so easily when am stilll broken. fakk. i hate that. this is not the first one. i know. but this heartache is the one am gonna remember always. and idk why. dont ask. i hate you for not making me hating you.
but, i dont hate you either. i dont want to. understd? no? then. dont. i dont like to pushing ppl lahh. especially, you. end.

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