Special post for him :)

SHAMIL AIZAT

I know im not the best one for you , but ill try to be the best . I just want you to know that i accept you just the way you are and you have to know that you're the best leader for me , now :) I appreciate everythings that you have done to make me smile , make me laugh , make me forget bout my past ... i have to admit that you're still not comfortable with me , nahh its okay my dear .. Its your first time right ? take your time , i wont push you :) i love you so much , and i just cant live without you ... but i know , for now , you have to focus on your SPM which is so much important than me ... i get it syg ... thanks coz warning me bout that HAHA :D

I think I've been gone through enough. Like seriously, enough. You showed up and lighten up everything. You came without a greeting. Without an invitation. You came only as a friend, and that's all you intended to be. And now.. you're my boyfriend. I don't dare to ask myself how it happened. I only thank God for letting it happen. I am surely thankful to have you, and I am damn proud to say that I own you. I've never thought I'd end up being inlove with a retard loser that laughs like a chicken. You are one of the most annoying pain in the ass yet lovable retard loser I've ever known. Thank you for your everlasting insults and teasing , but then again you know how to draw that smile on my face again :') Face it , I've gone all googlywiggly in love with you SHAMIL AIZAT :)