Where have you been ?

" Rindu ini bagaikan udara , ia ada dimana-mana "

I cry for the time that you were almost mine,
I cry for the memories I've left behind,
I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new,
I cry for the times I thought I had you ...

I try to talk to you,
but I don't know what to say.
I am afraid you don't want me to say anything.
So I don't.
But inside of me there's are words waiting to come out.
And tell you how I feel
- like how much I miss you :')

p/s : Im waiting for your call , for your messages . Would you say that you love me ?